Chapter 175
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As I'm leaving work Steve calls me "Will you pick some dinner up on your way home" he says as soon as I answer the phone
"Sure" I hang up. As I'm walking to the nearest diner and texting on my phone I bump into someone not looking where I'm going. I look up to apologize "sorry" my eyes meets Beck's eyes, his smile drops and fear takes over as he realizes it's me, noticing his hand being held by some guy's hand he quickly lets go
"Emerson" he blinks rapidly "hi" "Hi" I reply trying to smile
"Dave this is Emerson, Em this is my...." he trails off not knowing what to say
"I'm Dave" Dave reaches out and shakes my hand, I have yet to see what he looks like because I was so stuck on Beck. Four days, we haven't talked for four days and he's already moved on
"Nice to meet you Dave. I should get going, I'll see you around Beck" I quickly walk away as my heart pounds.
"Wow dude bounces back fast" Steve replies as I explain to him what had just happened "He did with some fucking guy named Dave"
"Fuck Dave!" Steve yells
"Yeah fuck him!! But he was actually super nice though" I'm so stupid to actually think that Beck had something for me, he's so invested in his casual life style that a relationship is probably the last thing he'll ever want.
That night I sit in my room just browsing twitter with nothing better to do, I hear the door buzzer go off and I wonder who it could be.
Steve's out with his friends and all my friends never come over this late, it's almost two am. I buzz the person in and wait in front of my door for the person to knock, and they do. Looking through the peep hole I see Beck's face, fuck! what is he doing here?! Panic takes over.
Taking three deep breaths I open the door. I don't say anything but he says "I should be pissed at you!" as he pushes his way into my apartment
"Excuse me?" I shut the door turning to him
"We had a good thing going then you had to fucking ruin it with your dumb confession. No feelings! Remember which one of us said that?"
"I did" I reply dropping my head in shame
"Yeah you fucking did and then all of a sudden you tell me you like me and I panic" he paces back and forth "I was fine with no feelings I was actually glad you said it but when I left that night I couldn't stop thinking about it, I couldn't stop thinking about you. Like did I actually mean it when I said I was ok with no feelings or did I just agree because it was what you wanted? I was so sure it was what I wanted!" he stops pacing and turns to me "but when I saw you earlier I wasn't as sure anymore" I'm trying to understand what he's saying but he's talking so fast and frantically that I got a little lost
"So what are you saying?" I ask trying not to seem confused
"What I'm saying is I like it more when you're around too Em" he smiles coming closer "I thought I knew what I wanted but I realized that I didn't know what I want when you weren't around for the past couple of days"
"You want me?" I feel the corners of my mouth turning up "I do"
"What about Dave?"
"He's not important" he replies then kisses me. Beck's tongue makes it's way into my mouth as his hands squeeze my ass "come on" we rush to my room shutting the door. Climbing on top I continue to kiss him and his hands don't move from my ass.
We tear each other's clothes off and now I'm on all fours ready to be taken by him, placing his hands on my hips his dick gently glides inside of me. my mouth drops open and I gasp feeling every inch of him in me, he continues to push making it all fit "fuck you're so deep" I moan as I lay down, biting and pulling on my sheets he continues to push in and pull out. "Ohhh yes!" I moan as he thrusts his hips onto my butt. I don't know if it's because we know how we feel about each other but this sex feels so much better than the others.
I flip over and he gets between my legs "hi" he smiles laying between my legs as he penetrates me again
"Hi" I chuckle and blush, he moves in kissing me as he starts to fuck me again. He lightly grunts against my lips with every thrust, and it drives me wild. I wrap my arms around him and he plants his head in my neck. After a while he whispers "I'm so close" in my ear. Knowing he was about to cum causes him to pick up his pace, he grunts and bites my neck and with no warning he shoots inside of me. "Fuck I'm sorry I didn't mean to!" he quickly apologizes
"No it's ok" I kiss him "I wanted you to do it."
